1. They treat me like a child
2. I need my own privacy. I dont want my parents, obviously, always 24/7 ask me what I do
3. Sisters annoy me! I am their big sister yet I feel like I'm their little sist. 
4. Everything I do at home is WRONG
5. "Do that do this". I can not study peacefully or do what I like to do
6. Can not go away without being called. Yup silent or vibrate my phone sometimes works
7. Whenever I'm being quite, they're yelling at me
8. Eat what they want me to eat. Parents push me to eat everything which is I dislike
9. I need to be more mature by living by myself and learn what life is
10. I'm stubborn

IT IS 2017!

Pernah tidak kamu merasa sendirian padahal kamu berada ditempat ramai?
Pernah tidak kamu tidak kenal dengan orang yang disekitarmu padahal merekalah yang setiap hari bersamamu?

Pernah tidak kamu sedang berjalan dan bingung kemana arah tujuanmu?
Pernah tidak sebelum kamu tidur, kamu bertanya pada diri sendiri "apa tujuanku disini?"
Aku sering kali mengalami hal itu, terkadang selalu terbesit dipikiranku apa sih gunanya aku disini?

Apa ada orang yang menginginkan kehadiranku?
Kenapa aku seperti melakukan hal sama saja setiap harinya dan terus berputar seperti itu.
Pernah tidak kamu menyadari bahwa sebenarnya kamu sendirian disini. Mereka yang disekitarmu hanyalah bayangan semu seperti orang yang berada di dunia mimpi.

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Just Friends

I know that I don't own you,
   and perhaps I never will,
   so my anger when you're with her,
   I have no right to feel.
I know that you don't owe me,
   and I shouldn't ask for more;
   I shouldn't feel so let down,
   all the times when you don't call.
What I feel—I shouldn't show you,
   so when you're around I won't;
   I know I've no right to feel it
   but it doesn't mean I don't.

A Way Out

Do you know what it is like,
   to lie in bed awake;
   with thoughts to haunt
   you every night,
   of all your past mistakes.
Knowing sleep will set it right—
   if you were not to wake.

Lost Things

Do you know when you've lost something—like your favorite T-shirt or a set of keys—and while looking for it, you come across something else you once missed but have long since forgotten? Well whatever it was, there was a point where you decided to stop searching, maybe because it was no longer required or a new replacement was found. It is almost as if it never existed in the first place—until that moment of rediscovery, a flash of recognition.
Everyone has one—an inventory of lost things waiting to be found. Yearning to be acknowledged for the worth they once held in your life.
I think this is where I belong—among all your other lost things. A crumpled note at the bottom of a drawer or an old photograph pressed between the pages of a book. I hope someday you will find me and remember what I once meant to you.

Waking without You

Every song that sings of him,
from every heart
heard breaking.

I sing along in dreams of him,
I cling to—
when I start waking.

The Girl He Loves

There was a man who I once knew,
   for me there was no other.
   The closer to loving me he grew,
   the more he would grow further.
I tried to love him as his friend,
   then to love him as his lover;
   but he never loved me in the end—
   his heart was for another.